2nd best

25 Aug

5:36 am. Exhausted. Beat-up.

If she ever wants me again, could I live knowing I was second best to her? That she chose someone else first? That in the point when I had feelings for two people, I chose her?

That in this point, she chooses someone else?

Maybe I deserve more. I would hope someone who loves me would choose me, at least. I hope I would be at least a little valuable to them.

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